He could not resist the virus,he had lose...
He leave us peacefully last Wednesday(16 Dec 2009)...
That day one of cousin text-ed me early in the morning around 6.20smtg...
He asked me to wake up~normally he wont do that....this really very 1st time...
I already know what happened there,but I keep on telling myself don't think all the nonsense thing~
My tears keep dropping down like waterfall....cant control myself...it is very difficult for me to accept this fact..
After that,i receive a called from my mom,she told me that 4th uncle had pass away...
The next morning i drove back to hometown....this also my 1st time drove back...
My daddy very worried bout me,he called me every 30 minute...(thx daddy i knew you care bout me)
For my bad driving skill i use 2 hours n 2o minute to reached home and i reached home safety...
All my relative are here...i followed my 2nd uncle car went to my cousin house....
Gave him an incense and pray for him...hope he stay good at heaven...
I brave enough walked to coffin there to looked him at last....
He face with a smile and very calm....
My cousin still can tell joking with us,still can play around with us....pretend like nothing happened...
but i know they was sure carrying a heavy burden....they sure feel triple sadness than us....
That is their father!!!!who can understand their feeling?
They act out like nth but inside their heart?are they really like that?
Be tough my cousin~(ah yong ko ko,ah po ko ko n ah boy di di~haha^^)
Funeral that day, the sky was heavy rain. . .
They chose to cremation 4th uncle....
When the time the people sent 4th uncle coffin to a big furnaces...
I cried again....
At last,hope you can stay good at heaven....god will help us take k u over there~
