Wednesday, August 28, 2013

Bleed๐Ÿ’”

Get to know from someone mouth is more painful~ I rather you direct tell me, from stranger we become a friend, then a trustable friend then slowly I have feelings towards you. Today get to know that you already love another girl~ you know how terrible for me to take up this truth? The pain is undecribleable~ been living in fairy tales world for months, was too naive to stay under your words~ why am I too naive to take your words seriously?! Tell me how to face you?! How???? All those sweet movement would not ever ever happened again! No! Would not receive caring msg or call from you, can't hang out or dinner with you again, can't sit side by side with you~ I hate you! You ruined my day!

Sunday, August 18, 2013

Unspeakable feelings ๐Ÿ˜ž

Your words do carry weights, I take it seriously but you don't treat it as a matter~ I really wonder how do you think actually?! The words you told me that night clear in my mind... You are the first guy who make me cried badly!We shared our joys,our hard time at works, our investment business and plenty... Am sure you are clear with what I want, what I chase since the day we knew each others~ you know I fall in you, and I know you feel so on me too but what stop us being together?! Long distance for me isn't a matter, but for you it is terrible bad~ I tried not to text you,not to call you,not to reply the msg that sent from you,but I can't! Cause a simple "hello" MSG from you can make me jump high and I couldn't find a reason not to reply you! I will jealous when you tell me how nice that girl is, I don't know do you have the same feelings as mine if I tell you how smart or how handsome that guy is?! I just want to tell the great feelings towards you still never gone~ let us work hard together and face the challenges together seriously I not mind at all! I not mind!

Saturday, June 19, 2010

Im back~

It is quite a long span I didn’t update my blog~well…End my two weeks holiday at Sydney…I had been travel to many country before that, but this time it make me don’t want come back to my own country…Im already fall in love with Sydney this country…everything at there are just good~ hot culture, nice nation…..Had visited many place over there…blue mountain, port stephens , hunter valley , the rock markets , Canberra , Wollongong , Darling Harbour , Opera house n many museum n many place la~Monday will be a new day for me~start to work n study!!!hey friends I already upload my pictures at facebook~hehe^^can go n view it~

THIS SPECIAL TO YEE FENG
I know u will read my blog, so I use this opportunity to thanks you here…I really enjoyed myself there…I still remember when the 1st day we get there, you and your friend came to airport n pick us up~and after put our luggage at home we heading to a Korean Restaurant and having our brunch….after that we went to Paddy’s Markets buy something then we went back to home again~ and me n ur sister start our hibernation ~ until night we had our pizza dinner ~lolz …but its really FUN!!!then the 2nd day..3rd days and the following days we start to explore at this nice country….
I knew u very worried two of us…u sure will called us before u go to school n when your recess time…keep on asking us where are you girls? haha^^thx mummy~ we know how to take k our self!3 of us sleep in a double bed…haha~its really warm~thx this 2 weeks being v us…and don’t skip your class again!!!kick your ass if u still skip ur class!and wear more clothes!!!me n ur sister wore like “ba chang”but u wore like summer time~lolz…wear thick a bit so that it can keep u warm~23th of June start your exam d…do more revision on in….n thx you planned all the trip for us~haha…the last day,I remember before the time u step out from ur room ur sister gave u a big hug…I want to go and hug u at that time but I stop myself…I dare not go and hug u n dare not look at u cause I know I will sure cry if I do this…I know myself~ so I didn’t did so…I just pretend busy on keeping my luggage~ but when the time you go I ran inside ur toilet n cried…not very big cry la~ appreciate what you have now~ thing will never come another time…if u pass it which mean u pass it~ he is really nice…just go by your heart…he can drive us to Luna Park ,The Rocks market n Wollongong… long travel u know…n he drive alone n we sleep at the back~lol *----*Vincent thanks you too~ although u want to sit for ur exam d but u still try to accompany us….eat more taro n banana!it is good for ur health~yee feng ah yee feng~really miss you la~just now read thru ur blog….i saw what u written down there….haha^^make me cried again~we’re BEST BEST friend ever!!!in my friend list u’reNO.1….no one can take ur place~haha^___^will help u take k ur sister here~no worries there…..ngek ngek my 21st birthday is just around the corner….i want teddy bear cake!!!!haha~(die you)k la~hope to c you soon^____^muakz muakz muakz…….

This is for you - Yee Wei
Thx you as well…I am two years older than you, and indeed should I take care of you. . But the days we at Sydney it was the other way round—you take care of me! Everywhere we went just you take out the map and shown me the way…By using our legs we walked around the city~ and that’s is so far to get to another destination…. (sometime felt that we’re great..ngek ngek)~ and had infected by your virus now I started to like Super Junior…not all of them la, just one of the member~ don’t know what his name@__@ They can dance very well~ COOL Man…haha…. We learned a principle when the trip to Canberra…[ Cannot speak ill of others behind ]…lol~she know Cantonese!!!ish ish ish~ and maybe last time she is really such a pretty girl leh??Who knows??? Muahaha^_____^(laugh die)…speak malay is much more better…safety!!hehe~and you safe me^^u stop me from buying my coach n longchamp bags...but i a bit regret...but at the end we cant stop our self of buying our channel perfume...we bought it at last...hmm...next time go Auckland find you ya^^go feed cow and goat@__@n drink the fresh milk~haha

Thursday, March 18, 2010

"Do not spend future money."



Hope it will not too late for me to learned this principle...
Never ever spend out your future money....
Money best friend is BANK**
Bank best friend is MONEY**lolz -.-"
Start today...no shopping...can't buy this and that....
SAY NO to shopping~
SAY NO to high class restaurant...
Hope i can do that~
My suffer life come!

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

"Judge not, and you will not be judged; condemn not, and you will not be condemned; forgive, and you will be forgiven; give, and it will be given to you. Good measure, pressed down, shaken together, running over, will be put into your lap. For with the measure you use it will be measured back to you."

One of my Christian friend share this with me…it wrote by Loke (I think something about bible) Now it is really very hard for me to express out my feeling…it is once the person did something wrong and she/he will not able to go back? Where is my heaven door…I cant find it~ and now I’m slowly walking to hell door…. Who can pull me out? Everyday just stay inside my wonderland/ o should I said dreamland?

Hey ~ What the f***king hell you think you’re..Don’t ever come and judge me if u don’t know me well…I have my own way to do my stuff…I’m not your puppy…and yes, I admitted that I’m a very realistic person..and aren’t you???i used branded stuff, hey that’s my business la… 1st I used my own money to buy that…2nd Already 1 year I didn’t use my parents money!(DON'T you again and again tell others that im a prodigal person!im NOT!) 3rd my dad money is his money…not mine ~ daddy rich but his daughter is poor(don’t ever come and get benefit from me)watch out there~especially your mouth~

My life…nothing change…work hard to gain what I want ~ study hard, to show nice result to daddy and mummy…appreciate everything and everything they gave me~ muakz love ya^__^ my 21st birthday present…airticket to Sydney…wohoo~this coming June will be there~ unfortunately my sister can’t go along with me…winter again…haha~winter lover^__^

Saturday, January 30, 2010

Crossing each day from the calender

Now I realised that how hard my parents work.
They're been working hard all day long.
after this task continue another new task~
No rest , no relax ,no taking a nap...
and since I started my work as a kindergarten teacher,
I really grow up day-by-day…
Learn a lot of things over there…thx my principle and ex-principle for teaching me~
Hope my parents can see my hardwork and see me grow up little by little~ hopefully^___^
Anyway, this will be a season for me to learn and to grow up~
Haha~ recently I did a stupid thing~
My colleagues and I, both of us are very funny~
We crossing each day from the calendar…
We’re so happy tmr will be February….wait the day come…
End of this Feb she will stop working at here and continue her study (tamil language) inaponana…sap per rel~~
and June she will fly to India for her medical study~good luck^^
For my side,plan to take my diploma at Segi College…”still in planning”
Wait my result out first~(hope can achieved good result)

Will be going to Shanghai this coming CNY….wink^^
I’m so excited now!!!!Jump up and down~ still have 2 more week
Wi wu wi wu~ sound childish right?
Thx daddy and mummy~ LOVE ya^____^ I’m really a fortunate child…

Aisk~ have no idea what to write…just stop here~

Quote to share~
If you push hard against something and move it, you have done work.

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

Love

I found this at 1 book~ nice^_____^
Want to share this with all of you~

Love is Forever
Love is very patient and mercy,
Love is not jealous,
Love does not boast , impudent , not shy ,
not to their own benefit ,
not easy to anger ,
not easy of the evil ,
and does not like injustice ,
just like the truth,
Everything inclusive,
And they believe everything hope,
Patient everything,
LOVE IS TRUE~

Suddenly think of someone that who lived far apart with me right now~
and how far United States and Malaysia is???
How are you there?
keep on asking myself why,why,why,and why....
Why I'm not an American o why you're not a Malaysian????
Haha~am i too naive if compare with the girl that same age with me?
That day received ur friend text-ed and he said not for a moment~
after saw this,do you know what are my feeling?
Now it is time for me to forget everything!!!

Today is my best friend birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY my dear friend~
show ur big name here~CHIN YEE FENG^___^wink~
anyway Happy BIrthday~