Life should be full of challenging!

Once again....
She cover herself inside the blanket...
Her tears keep dropping down from her eye...
as no one knows about it....
She feel very tired...very stressful...
She had choose this way~and now what can she do just can walk straight,
cant reversal or make a u-turn !
She brave enough to beat all the challenges down...it is because she want to stand at the top..
Sometimes she win but some of the times she lose...
She is just a simple human being , she cant win all the time...
She is just a skinny girl,a weak girl...is there who can help her up???
Someone tell her that"if you want to get something that u want,you must sacrifice one of your thing"
She is a very stubborn child,and because of her stubborn she lose everything...
Now she need to start everything from ZERO!!!!!
She already step out her first step...
She set a goal , she study hard and work hard to achieve what she want....
but...How many 10 years does she still have???
and we don't even know what will going to happen to us tomorrow...
Maybe she just die like that at an road accident???
She was born at a good family background ....
Her parent can give everything that she what....
She have the chance to travel to other country...
Her dad bought her a new car , a new laptop...and also a new house for her to stay...
Her parent gave her all the greatest thing but she again and again make her parent feel disappointed....
Daddy and Mummy thanks everything and everything....and sorry what i did that make u feel sad...
She could still recall her 4 days holiday back to her hometown...
It's really warm~(tears dropping down again)
Over there she cant feel any stressful~her brain also not that heavy...
She enjoy every second every minute with her family...
Sitting at balcony with her family,chat v her family....what's a great time...
She really appreciate that moment....
enjoy the food that her mum cook,even just a bowl of noodle with some meat ball and a bowl of bur bur cha cha....it really warm deep into her heart...
miss the days and miss the feeling....

I'm a failure

Now already 5am something,just finished doing my assignment~
Last minute work again~why human being like to do last mininute work?
Wat's next???Burn the mid night oil again!hehe...my style~i trying my best to change~
suddently feel like l'm a failure...don't know why i have this kind of feeling-.-"
What is the reason for life n it seem like we just live to wait die...my world is black ,grey and white colour,not rainbow colour...
I wonder why the ppl out there said life is meaningful n life is colourful?They always thing positive?
I think i ard tough enough to beat all the challenges down...
some ppl even dare not to step out...jia ru be tough~don't believe other ppl believe yourself then enough..nothing is impossible!!!!study hard to earn what i want!!!